Nothing Reprise

I'm cheating. Ha. Don’t tell anyone. I'm drinking coffee in the morning. It's a secret. C'mon, I' got to get something out of this. I choose coffee. I checked the Mayo hospital help site an looked up things I should not have. I can do this. This is good news. (This was the last post … Continue reading Nothing Reprise →

Nothing

Romans 8:26 [And in like manner the Spirit also helpeth our infirmity: for we know not how to pray as we ought; but the Spirit himself maketh intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered;] These are some of the most important words, especially for someone hurting and doesn't know what to pray, the … Continue reading Nothing →

Sitting here

I'm just sitting here. Some show is playing on prime. Wah wah wah... I watched 10 or 15 videos on YouTube. I went to the doctor today. He doubled most of my crazy pills. He took away my coffee. Coffee is my life-blood. I don't know if I can live without it. He took away … Continue reading Sitting here →

Rapid Ones

I'm experiencing rapid cycle bipolar. Based on a therapist and a doctor's diagnosis, this time it is pretty rough. I concur. I am bouncing off the ceiling then falling into mud. This cycle is happening fast. My therapist described in detail what I'm experiencing right now. Oh did I mention anxiety attacks? I'm missing a … Continue reading Rapid Ones →

Happy or Sad

What's it matter? I have long forgotten both.